termite 35

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  Depression and That Fading Away Feeling

  by Swan in

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  21 years ago

  when you get depressed, do you ever have the feeling that you are fading away?

  let me describe what i have been experiencing now and in the past.

  i feel so depressed that i feel like i'm not really here in the present.

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  termite 35 21 years ago

  ((((((Swan)))))) Sorry you feel like this

  I don't know about it being normal or usual..but perhaps it's they way some peopel feel when they get really low.

  I always feel 'too big' when I get really bad.I also have a very strong feeling of not wanting people to look at me.

  I think that not eating makes me feel 'smaller', less significant and more able to view life from afar-almost as though I want to observe and not interact.

  For me it's a feeling that comes and goes- was coming out of it- but since acident am slipping back-but I am aware of it and have lucid moments too...I think you should try to eat something-my brother had very bad anorexia when he was younger- and nearly died-and that all started from a feeling of wanting to 'disappear'- so it always makes me feel I have to watch myself.

  I also feel like this if i'm rejected -has someone left your life recently?

  I hope you feel a little more with it soon-could you perhaps talk to someone professional about the way you feel-knowing why can help sometimes..

  lots of love to you ((((termite)))) xxxxxx

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  Domestic Violence

  by A Paduan in

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  21 years ago

  the qld government describes domestic violence as constituted by and inclusive of the following categories:

  physical abuse (hitting / punching / shoving)

  emotional abuse (eg.

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  I think that's an invasion of rights-it's good to see it in black and white.May strike a cord with some who read it- it would've made me think...good find

  They are, ar'nt they Shamus ?!

  I remember being told when I was considering councelling to reconsider and to be careful; if I showed the councellor I was TOO down-he'd think the knowledge of Jehovah, the new system etc was'nt powerful enough to sustain me and I may put him off if he was ever called on...

  no pressure....

  I'm finally having help for the issue now- but I can't help feeling it's too little , too late really.

  B******s ( ooh,look, i'm getting really assertive now!)

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  My Friend Daniel..

  by Valis in

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  21 years ago

  shit man...my good friend daniel got in a motorcycle wreck last night.

  sincerely,.

  district overbeer

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  termite 35 21 years ago

  Valis...sorry to hear ((Daniel's)) all messed up...I never used to ride without my boots-followed a guy the other day with trainers and a t shirt on- makes me feel queasy just thinking about it...

  hope he's better soon

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  Nosferatu: has moved out!

  by RAYZORBLADE in

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  21 years ago

  well nos...ya finally did it!

  woohoo!.

  congratulations are in order, you've moved out of home.. great talking to you last night.. i hope you get that website up about your version of 'kingdumb melodies'.

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  Glad things are on the up for you Nos-enjoy the peace and quiet

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  Hi I am Caspians sister and this is my first day here.

  by Lainey in

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  21 years ago

  hello this is my first post and i wanted to introduce myself so here goes.. my name is lainey, and i have not been to the meetings for about 4 years now.. i am 28 and work as a doctor in a big city university hospital as a sho.. also for my sins, i am cassies little sis, and i am staying with him for a little while, as i am signed off sick for the next month with a stress related disorder.. after the death of my older bro and my dad within the past few months, i started suffering from terrible nightmares, most of them connected in some way to my witness upbringing.. me and cassie have talked for some length and he suggested that i spend some time having a look on this site and meeting others who have had similar issues to face in life.. i hope you are all are better listeners than cassie, who tends to fall asleep when i am in the middle of talking to him.

  (brothers!!!

  ) btw he hates being called cassie lol.. anyway i am not a big talker, so i probably wont post a lot, however i am going to scout around for a while.. thanks .

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  termite 35 21 years ago

  a great pic of Cassie jumping naked with his bits danglin about in to the local river

  Hi and welcome Lainey( sitting back with a glass of wine....)

  This is going to be GOOD

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  had a car crash today...

  by termite 35 in

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  21 years ago

  hi everyone;feeling sorry for myself and i'm really bored .

  did'nt have a very good day today,,, .

  i was wearing my seatbelt so luckily did'nt hit the windscreen i saw him in my mirror a couple of seconds before he hit and i could'nt do a thing-it was awful, waiting for the impact, i was thrown forwards, then back again.

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  termite 35 21 years ago

  ((((((countrywoman,dan and petty))))))thankyou; Petty-its a citroen zx avantage turbo-i was amazed too-th whole of the back had moved forwards- butthe bumper was the star-its not even split-definately recommended-i really need an estate-so im getting an avantage estate now-if th children had been in the back I don't think thet'd have been trapped

  (((Bendrr)))- poor you-drunk drivers -ggrrrrr- glad you were ok ... oh, and its CODINE- wooohoooo-great medical advice here guys- im so weak

  (((bebu))) thanks -glad you did'nt get hurt x

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  had a car crash today...

  by termite 35 in

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  21 years ago

  hi everyone;feeling sorry for myself and i'm really bored .

  did'nt have a very good day today,,, .

  i was wearing my seatbelt so luckily did'nt hit the windscreen i saw him in my mirror a couple of seconds before he hit and i could'nt do a thing-it was awful, waiting for the impact, i was thrown forwards, then back again.

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  termite 35 21 years ago

  (((((Thanks Sens, Shera and j2L frenchbabyface , Matty, Qwerty,Eman,Shera, Ang,Stinky.Tink,,jwbot, Aztec thanks for good wishes and the hugs. you really cheered me up; you're the best))))

  Im getting stiffer and stiffer and have whiplash and lot of muscle pain- but am just glad to still be here-remembering the cars I feel very lucky; and someone had promised me chocolate in the post

  ((Simon )) you knew it wouldoh. and I like soft top Audi's- in orange

  .((JH)) thanks for info- I did'nt know Simon paid out for this sort of thing-i'll pass the info on...

  ((xjw-b12-sorry to hear about yours)) the doc said it'd get worse over the next few days..it's killing me right now.

  ((Nathan)) luckily we were both well insured- am hoping after assessor has looked at the car tomorrow i'll get one-but apparently only if it's repairable-otherwise no-but the guy did offer to get me one out of his own pocket- so I may have to take him up on that.

  ((josehpus))- DAMN IT I WILL THEN- all I needed was someone to override the doc and give me permission- it'll be a cheap evening

  ((blondie))-glad you were ok-what a crappy thing to happen-drunk drivers are scum.

  ((Mouthy)) sorry to hear that-I was very lucky

  ((Ballistic))- hey you...yours still not better yet then? you've got to get that sorted out ; the doctor said that I have whiplash too, am feeling like ive been beaten up already by someone really big ! Dont know what'll happen about compensation-feel a bit anti that type of thing-but I guess i'll be off work for quite a while and college too-hope you get yours looked at again; and thanks for caring.

  (( Maverick )) wow-so masterful-i'm feeling so pathetic today you and made me go quite weak at the knees! i'll do anything you say.....

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  I need a drink...

  by Vivamus in

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  21 years ago

  i feel so down.

  i am beginning to think i am the kind of person that just walks away from their problems, instead of confronting them.

  when people hurt me, i will hardly ever show it, voice my feelings or anything.

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  termite 35 21 years ago

  ((((((((Vivamus))))))))

  would love an evening with you so....I have a few lined up for you here ....drink up and we'll start this pub crawl-I need alcohol and am on painkillers- so ill be on the floor first... but i'll be a cheap drinking partner- will you carry me if I collapse first?.

  and you are perdy...

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  If you think you had a crappy day...

  by Nosferatu in

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  21 years ago

  sounds like a lot of people here are going through something.

  well, here's my story.. the good news is that i moved into my new place this weekend!

  but... 1) i was sick all weekend.

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  termite 35 21 years ago

  I thought I did- but your was WAY worse you poor thing

  ((((((((((Nosferatu)))))))) here's hoping it gets better for you now...is your girlfriend looking after you?

  I think you a holidayxxxxxxxx

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  had a car crash today...

  by termite 35 in

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  21 years ago

  hi everyone;feeling sorry for myself and i'm really bored .

  did'nt have a very good day today,,, .

  i was wearing my seatbelt so luckily did'nt hit the windscreen i saw him in my mirror a couple of seconds before he hit and i could'nt do a thing-it was awful, waiting for the impact, i was thrown forwards, then back again.

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  termite 35 21 years ago

  Hi everyone;feeling sorry for myself and i'm REALLY bored

  Did'nt have a very good day today,,, was on my way to college when I was hit from behind by a man doing 40mph ( I was stationary waiting for the driver in front to turn in to a garage) that's the 2nd time a man had wrecked my car

  I was wearing my seatbelt so luckily did'nt hit the windscreen I saw him in my mirror a couple of seconds before he hit and I could'nt do a thing-it was awful, waiting for the impact, I was thrown forwards, then back again.

  I went to emergency-but nothing broken.

  I've ripped a muscle in my shoulder and have alot of joint pain -and a splitting headache.

  His car is a write off-the front concertinered up to reveal the engine... and I think mine will be too-though it withstood the impact impressively well.The back of the car is just closer to the front ...and touching the back wheels...

  I love my car I hate being without one- I'm really upset it looks so bad.

  I'm on pain killers so I can't even have a drink to calm my nerves .i'm ususally pretty unflustered in a crisis - can't believe i'm still shaking-it happened at 9.30 am.

  ( more jokes about being shunted up the rear by a man please..i've been having them all day.)

  though some hugs would be nice...

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